Hay my baby, I wonder how you are doing up there. There is so much to tell you when I see you. Every thing just went to bits after you left. I must thank God for my children, the only family members who cares. The rest... well you know what they say 'When you smile the world smiles with you, when you cry you cry alone'. You are always on my mind Kev, I just can't stop crying because the pain never get better. Thank you for being my son for over fourteen years. I love you forever. Your Mom

Today is the 18th Anniversary of you birth. You would have been 18 today, an adult!, oh how much you talked about 'when you turn 18' ! Happy Birthday Kevin! But It was not to be. I remember your 14th birthday, You thoroughly enjoyed all the attention and the company of your friends. I can only wonder what today would have been had you been here to celebrate your 18th birthday today. I will spend the day crying my heart out knowing fully well that Will not change a thing but as it is today hurts just as mush as the day you fell asleep. I love you my Son, life since you left is like hell on earth. I don't know if I can ever overcome your death but I pray that you rest in perfect peace. Happy Birthday !

I am in Malta today and thinking of you deeply. It is a very religious country and very peaceful. I am taking flowers and your picture to place under the 'cross tree' and light a candle in your memory and wish that Jesus gives me a miracle and raise you from the grave and back to life. With Jesus all things are possible. I can't live without you, I may be alive but I sTOP living the day you left. If I can say one prayer today it will be ' DEAR GOD PLEASE RAISE MY SON KEVIN FROM THE DEAD AND BRING HIM BACK TO LIFE, TO HIS FAMILY, HIS FRIENDS AND TO HIS COMMUNITY AMEN! love you so much and words can express how much i miss you. xxx MUM